Sigh

am running out of patience...

of joy...

of everything...

When will the final comes when everything will be in place..like wad the saying always say

"Boat reach bridge ownself straight"?

Meanwhile...Bought another apple product, ipod shuffle 3rd generation , to add on to my apple collection...not that i love apple, i just need something small and convienient...and since it shares charger with my iphone, i can bring less 1 item to tour..

Jie jie's goin hokkaido tml..sighx.

shall spend time watching drama.

bleah.

I'm still fighting with myself...

Hoping and yet not daring to hope..

thinking yet forcing myself not to..

having faith and believing while doubting everything..