Special Friend, Special Thanks :)

Today I just feel like blogging about this special friend of mine...no matter if she's still looking at my blog or not...no matter she knows who she is a not :b

Counting back, I've known this dear friend of mine since secondary 1...
In the beginning, I wasn't even close to her...
Till Girl Guides, then we became closer, together with another girl...
Together we are like 3 musketters...
As time goes by, after graduation, though somehow we have got lesser time to meet up all that, but I'm glad that once a while we still meet up lar...
This girl, always got surprises for me during birthdays...be it the "arrows that lead to my pressie", her handmade stuffs, a photobook sent to australia...and the rest..let me think...
I won't forget also, how she's there for me when I needed her most.

Dear friend,
Thanks a lot really for your support during that time.
For remembering my favourites and birthdays and etc...
Even though we one year like meetup few times only, but hope that this special friendship will continue to be strong :)And hope that we still can hang out when free or wad lar..u always busy =.=" or i always busy"

Anyways, thanks for this year special pressie...your handmade bag..love it very much ...and hope it wont drop money out because of any undiscovered holes ;b

Luv,
Wishin

Regrets

Sometimes I do hope time will turn back...
I do have a lot of regrets in my life...
A lot of times, I'm wondering how things would have been if I do this at that moment or do what at which moment.
One thing that I regretted most was the bonding of my family.
If only these could happen in the past...together with my daddy ..together with my family...
And trust me, regrets do haunt you every now and then.Scars too.

My daddy always appear in my memories every now and then.
I really do wonder how..will I ever be able to not feel that pain in my heart every now and then.

And to him, I really do wonder how will I ever be able to forget and move on from here.
Humans make mistakes, isnt it?
I do hope God can hear my prayers, regardless of the religion.
That's my birthday wish too.

Bday Part 2

I miss daddy..

Thanks all for the lovely gifts..

From My Sis

:) my first pair of earring from leewahjewellery...given by my jie jie..

Birthday Dedication :)

Taken from: http://xiange933.blogspot.com/2009/03/3rd-apr-fri.html

Just something I wish to remember...

From my beloved colleagues...For this year birthday..

Even though I didnt listen to Radio at that time...but the thought is more than anything...

My friends had always been giving me the surprises...

Special cakes<- Mingli agar agar cake, special presents direction<- direct me to the present with arrows(Winnie Soo), SoftToy with their voices singing birthday songs<-Justina & Dap & M7 ..and many many more..

I'm so glad to have you guys as my friends...

And I really hope my wishes will come true :)

4th April 2009 Qing Ming Jie

Woke up around 5:30am in the morning to prepare to go for Qing Ming...

As it is the first year for my daddy, and according to our ah pek and so call tradition...we are required to go "visit" from the top of the family tree before going to my daddy.

1st stop: Mandai Crematorium...
The first stop of the day is at Mandai, and over there lies my great grandfather.
Ask anyone there who saw him before, none.
Number of ppl present: 32 inclusive of us...but not total yet...

2nd stop: Somewhere nearer to those cemetry along choa chu kang...
At here lies my great grandmother in which I think only my ah hmm and ah pek got vivid memories about.
Number of ppl present: 33 inclusive of us...with the absence of some aunties.

3rd stop: Lim Chu Kang
Here lies my Grandfather...
Number of ppl present: 17...

4th stop: Lim Chu Kang
My Grandmother...
Number of ppl present: 17...

5th stop: Lim Chu Kang Crematorium..
FINALLY my daddy!!
This is the stop where amazing, have the most ppl "visiting". We think it's because it's a new crematorium and those doing first year needs to go on the actual Qing Ming Jie, thus there's crowd in this place.
We bought a small model toy car for daddy.
The sour feeling still do come back when visiting daddy.
Really do miss him.

Qing Ming Jie

Counting down to the day when Qing Ming is here and I finally can visit my daddy...

Dear Daddy,

Can you feel or see or hear us?

Love,
Your daughter